I would say these few weeks after the holiday is joyful. :) At least joy is more then sadness.
Firstly it is of course of the fact that I managed to score 4.0 CGPA in my first semester exam. Hoorays! Well, other people might say that I, for sure, will get 4.0. Deep in my heart I doubt that as I really screwed my Maths Paper 2. Perhaps they lowered the score for A rank. Anyways praise the Lord for that ! :D
And then I am involved in the Labuan Interchurch Christmas Celebration, called Amazing Grace on the 13th December at Financial Park Convention Hall. I am in the drama team, under the choir division where we will sing any relevant songs throughout the drama. The sound system was awesome! Even a single out of pitch by any choir members will be amplified. Haha! I thought we sang well, but I have not seen the recordings yet. I am sure almost everyone enjoyed the drama. Thumbs up to the Director! :)
And then here comes the most important thing of the month, I was awarded the Best Student Award by the college for my course. YAY! It was totally unexpected. I was very sure there are many people in the college who deserve that award much more than I do. I just accept it lah. :P Well, it is a form of recognition, as a four-flat student, a students' representative and the Chief Conductor of our college choir team. However on the other side, it is a burden, as I have to live up to the expectations of the people. Anyways I still think it is a great thing!
And soon on the 27th of December I will be heading to Selangor Matriculation College for a meeting to draft a handbook for PASS (an academic programme). I don't think I am excited for it. HAHA. Wells, I think I am more excited to buy Gardenia buns and bread.
Last but not least, wishing every reader of this post a MERRY CHRISTMAS! Have a good 2014 ahead :)
Feliz Navidad, próspero año y felicidad~
Wednesday 25 December 2013
Monday 4 November 2013
College #8 @ HOME
I'm HOME. Finally :D
It has been a long time i didn't update this thing over here. So this shows how busy I was before the holidays. Way too busy.
Let me list what I did in those few months, in chronological order.
1. My choir performed for the National Day's Celebration in Labuan town. Two new songs, Jalur Gemilang and Keranamu Malaysia in a week's time.
2. We were expecting Perbadanan Labuan to invite us sing during the opening ceremony of Borneo Games, but we didn't manage to secure a slot for us. Instead, we choir members were told to dance. :3 It was the opening ceremony so they needed around 150 people to do the Contemporary Sports Dance. 3 teams of three colours, red, blue and yellow. Choir members were in the red team. The dance was all about incorporating sports movement into the dance. Our focus is on "silat" and "taekwondo". Pretty well done for us. We were not any kind of dancers, so in a weeks time, practising everyday, we were able to produce a tidy and clean dance, not easy, isn't it?
3. Then, on that very day after the dance we were told to produce a fifteen-minute song to be performed during the closings, which is a week after the opening. What the F***. And they still requested us to do a medley of different folk songs from different states in Borneo, i.e. Sarawak, Sabah, Brunei, and Kalimantan. They thought to produce a four part SATB choir performance with lively movements in a week is EASY? They thought we were all perfect pitchers? Screw them. This was when all of us were so sick (mentally) and stressed. We could only progress slow as practice time was very limited (school days). Which was about two hours per day. 5 SONGS. 15 MINUTES. As for me I got completely f**ked up as I needed to hunt for suitable songs, arrange parts and teach those members. I didn't do much of my homework that week, but only doing choir stuff. After every practice I would be worn out and I could only sleep. We did six songs, which were Rasa Sayang, Puteri Santubong, Chabuk-chabuk, Ampar-ampar Pisang, Cik-cik Periuk and Anak Kampung. And I lost my voice two days before that day. I thought I overused it. It got me a little anxious as I really sounded like my vocal cords were ripped off by wolves (Pitch Perfect line. :P) . Luckily I was the conductor, so yeah, I conducted and croaked. As for the rehearsal, we screwed it totally. The guitarist lost his way halfway through, and the members forgot the sequence of the songs. Obviously we didn't have enough practice cause we only managed to finish learning all songs one day before the rehearsal. Everyone was in a bad mood. So the next morning before the actual performance, we had a 5-hour session to brush up everything. Luckily it ran smoothly. That night I was pretty worried deep inside because the rehearsal really shocked me out of my wits, but just acted cool. Conductor bah.. We managed to nail it (not so..) and the audience got hyped up. Credits to the sporting athletes! They said the performance was superb, awesome, etc etc etc. I couldn't care less. I sacrificed a week for it. Too eff-ed up already. But at least they enjoyed it. I watched the video, and it was not as superb as described, oh wells.. As long as it was over and they enjoyed it. :P
4. After that I thought I could enjoy my time. But NO. After a week of honeymoon I got another call from my teacher-in-charge. Initially he told us we were invited to eat to celebrate. but few days later he said we will be performing, not eating, but the songs were those we sang on the closings. (F**ked up 50%) And I thought we didn't have to practice much. But three days before the actual day I was told that we are going to sing another three new songs, with parts. (F**ked up 100%) The teacher in charge thought we were geniuses. Indeed. That really sucked. We had no way to oppose anyways. So an arduous journey started again. Everything went well, except our f**ked up feelings were still there.
5. And the student's council launched the Peer Assisted Study Program (PASS), and I was the organising chairman. So yeah, another torture, but less.
6. The last major event is the PSPM! Our first semester exam. I screwed my Mathematics paper. Depressing. I don't think I can score an A for it. Bye 4.0. *waves goodbye* *sniff sniff* Oh wells, let the bygones be bygones.
Wow. This is a long essay. Haha. All I want to do now is enjoy the serenity at home for three weeks, before another series of torture begin.
HOME. <3
It has been a long time i didn't update this thing over here. So this shows how busy I was before the holidays. Way too busy.
Let me list what I did in those few months, in chronological order.
1. My choir performed for the National Day's Celebration in Labuan town. Two new songs, Jalur Gemilang and Keranamu Malaysia in a week's time.
2. We were expecting Perbadanan Labuan to invite us sing during the opening ceremony of Borneo Games, but we didn't manage to secure a slot for us. Instead, we choir members were told to dance. :3 It was the opening ceremony so they needed around 150 people to do the Contemporary Sports Dance. 3 teams of three colours, red, blue and yellow. Choir members were in the red team. The dance was all about incorporating sports movement into the dance. Our focus is on "silat" and "taekwondo". Pretty well done for us. We were not any kind of dancers, so in a weeks time, practising everyday, we were able to produce a tidy and clean dance, not easy, isn't it?
3. Then, on that very day after the dance we were told to produce a fifteen-minute song to be performed during the closings, which is a week after the opening. What the F***. And they still requested us to do a medley of different folk songs from different states in Borneo, i.e. Sarawak, Sabah, Brunei, and Kalimantan. They thought to produce a four part SATB choir performance with lively movements in a week is EASY? They thought we were all perfect pitchers? Screw them. This was when all of us were so sick (mentally) and stressed. We could only progress slow as practice time was very limited (school days). Which was about two hours per day. 5 SONGS. 15 MINUTES. As for me I got completely f**ked up as I needed to hunt for suitable songs, arrange parts and teach those members. I didn't do much of my homework that week, but only doing choir stuff. After every practice I would be worn out and I could only sleep. We did six songs, which were Rasa Sayang, Puteri Santubong, Chabuk-chabuk, Ampar-ampar Pisang, Cik-cik Periuk and Anak Kampung. And I lost my voice two days before that day. I thought I overused it. It got me a little anxious as I really sounded like my vocal cords were ripped off by wolves (Pitch Perfect line. :P) . Luckily I was the conductor, so yeah, I conducted and croaked. As for the rehearsal, we screwed it totally. The guitarist lost his way halfway through, and the members forgot the sequence of the songs. Obviously we didn't have enough practice cause we only managed to finish learning all songs one day before the rehearsal. Everyone was in a bad mood. So the next morning before the actual performance, we had a 5-hour session to brush up everything. Luckily it ran smoothly. That night I was pretty worried deep inside because the rehearsal really shocked me out of my wits, but just acted cool. Conductor bah.. We managed to nail it (not so..) and the audience got hyped up. Credits to the sporting athletes! They said the performance was superb, awesome, etc etc etc. I couldn't care less. I sacrificed a week for it. Too eff-ed up already. But at least they enjoyed it. I watched the video, and it was not as superb as described, oh wells.. As long as it was over and they enjoyed it. :P
4. After that I thought I could enjoy my time. But NO. After a week of honeymoon I got another call from my teacher-in-charge. Initially he told us we were invited to eat to celebrate. but few days later he said we will be performing, not eating, but the songs were those we sang on the closings. (F**ked up 50%) And I thought we didn't have to practice much. But three days before the actual day I was told that we are going to sing another three new songs, with parts. (F**ked up 100%) The teacher in charge thought we were geniuses. Indeed. That really sucked. We had no way to oppose anyways. So an arduous journey started again. Everything went well, except our f**ked up feelings were still there.
5. And the student's council launched the Peer Assisted Study Program (PASS), and I was the organising chairman. So yeah, another torture, but less.
6. The last major event is the PSPM! Our first semester exam. I screwed my Mathematics paper. Depressing. I don't think I can score an A for it. Bye 4.0. *waves goodbye* *sniff sniff* Oh wells, let the bygones be bygones.
Wow. This is a long essay. Haha. All I want to do now is enjoy the serenity at home for three weeks, before another series of torture begin.
HOME. <3
Tuesday 20 August 2013
College #7 @ Leadership Training Camp, Sg Petani, Kedah
Along with other 18 students' representatives, we were given a chance to go to Cinta Sayang Golf Resort, Sg Petani, Kedah to attend a 4-day-3-night camp. Two hours of flight to LCCT, Kuala Lumpur then 9 hours of journey by bus to the resort.
Indeed memorable. New friends, new ideas of the Jawatankuasa Perwakilan Pelajar (JPP) (Students' Representative Organisation), and new programmes to be done.
A shoutout to my roommates (Room 483) from KM Teknikal Johor, KM Kuala Nerang, and KM Pahang, and the Chinese representatives all over the country, and representatives from KM Selangor. You guys are awesome! :D Thanks KM Selangor for the accommodation. Your college is new and conducive. *jealous* haha
Indeed memorable. New friends, new ideas of the Jawatankuasa Perwakilan Pelajar (JPP) (Students' Representative Organisation), and new programmes to be done.
A shoutout to my roommates (Room 483) from KM Teknikal Johor, KM Kuala Nerang, and KM Pahang, and the Chinese representatives all over the country, and representatives from KM Selangor. You guys are awesome! :D Thanks KM Selangor for the accommodation. Your college is new and conducive. *jealous* haha
Wednesday 14 August 2013
College #6 @ Take it easy!
TAKE IT EASY.
I have been very stressed up for the exam. Chemistry, Maths and Physics down.
What happened yesterday was I found out I missed out one Lewis structure for question 4 immediately after I handed in the answer booklet. I was so desperate cause it was not something I don't know but something I not think of. What makes me worry more is that it is the first branch of the question, and I am afraid that it will affect the questions/answers below.
I was too stressed. But after talking to my mum over the phone, I feel better. :)
Then Maths. It was considered challenging for me (but difficult for others, heh) cause I think I managed to do all the questions with confidence. And I managed to solve a particular question where most people couldn't. *giggle*
Physics is a total brain killer. I used to be very weak in Physics since Form 4, for your information. It's not that HARD, but also NOT that EASY. There's this particular question, about principle of conservation of momentum, asking us to calculate the mass of an object, given the initial velocities and mass of the other object. The final velocity is xxx ms-1, but the direction is not stated. So many assumed that it is to the right, positive. But I assumed it to the left, negative. SIGH. Why is my interpretation always different from others? (insert crying troll face)
I don't care anymore.. I'll smile, walking on sunshine :)
Hope Biology tomorrow will be good!
I have been very stressed up for the exam. Chemistry, Maths and Physics down.
What happened yesterday was I found out I missed out one Lewis structure for question 4 immediately after I handed in the answer booklet. I was so desperate cause it was not something I don't know but something I not think of. What makes me worry more is that it is the first branch of the question, and I am afraid that it will affect the questions/answers below.
I was too stressed. But after talking to my mum over the phone, I feel better. :)
Then Maths. It was considered challenging for me (but difficult for others, heh) cause I think I managed to do all the questions with confidence. And I managed to solve a particular question where most people couldn't. *giggle*
Physics is a total brain killer. I used to be very weak in Physics since Form 4, for your information. It's not that HARD, but also NOT that EASY. There's this particular question, about principle of conservation of momentum, asking us to calculate the mass of an object, given the initial velocities and mass of the other object. The final velocity is xxx ms-1, but the direction is not stated. So many assumed that it is to the right, positive. But I assumed it to the left, negative. SIGH. Why is my interpretation always different from others? (insert crying troll face)
I don't care anymore.. I'll smile, walking on sunshine :)
Hope Biology tomorrow will be good!
Monday 12 August 2013
A Mess
I am in a mess. Everything. Especially my feelings.
Back to college after a week's holiday. Don't feel particularly homesick, but don't feel the excitement back to college (or school, which i used to have) as well. The mid-sem exam is tomorrow. I feel okay, but also not okay - I am worried I couldn't score, or just slip for no reason (like my quiz for Chemistry). There's something under my brain telling me that I WOULD do bad. Achilles' heel : PHYSICS. X.X
Dramatic mood swings. Getting emotional. I don't feel angry, but I just don't know why the tone I used to speak to the others, including my mum and sister, sounds so FEROCIOUS. I don't know what's wrong.
Listening to some downloaded Glee songs. 'Just the Way You Are' and then 'I Dreamed a Dream'. My mood is like on a roller coaster. Changed instantly from happy to the opposite. I don't usually experience this. Normally after a happy song and I accidentally clicked on a sad song, I WILL immediately change a song, but today is different. What is wrong.
Perhaps I just need silence and peace for a short while, like what i told (barked?) my sister. To reorganise and revitalise.
Someone, HELP ME.
Back to college after a week's holiday. Don't feel particularly homesick, but don't feel the excitement back to college (or school, which i used to have) as well. The mid-sem exam is tomorrow. I feel okay, but also not okay - I am worried I couldn't score, or just slip for no reason (like my quiz for Chemistry). There's something under my brain telling me that I WOULD do bad. Achilles' heel : PHYSICS. X.X
Dramatic mood swings. Getting emotional. I don't feel angry, but I just don't know why the tone I used to speak to the others, including my mum and sister, sounds so FEROCIOUS. I don't know what's wrong.
Listening to some downloaded Glee songs. 'Just the Way You Are' and then 'I Dreamed a Dream'. My mood is like on a roller coaster. Changed instantly from happy to the opposite. I don't usually experience this. Normally after a happy song and I accidentally clicked on a sad song, I WILL immediately change a song, but today is different. What is wrong.
Perhaps I just need silence and peace for a short while, like what i told (barked?) my sister. To reorganise and revitalise.
Someone, HELP ME.
Thursday 1 August 2013
College #5
It's August.
It's almost time to go home, for a break. A break from all the stress and discomfort in college. (Y)
It has been a few stressful weeks. Pre mid semester exams and quizzes. I am too tired of those, And they have come to an end, and what comes after this is the real mid-sem exam. Although it is just mid-sem, and because it is mid-sem, the topics covered are quite little, so the weightage of marks is very high. The full paper is 40 marks for example, 1 mark means 2.5%. Yeah that's why I am very stressed. That's why I cannot aim for 80%, but 100% instead, so that 100% - 20% (8 marks deducted), I still have 80% as an A. And the percentage will play a 10% role in the final semester exam, so yeah, it affects your CGPA. :O
I need enlightenment. #fingerscrossed
It's almost time to go home, for a break. A break from all the stress and discomfort in college. (Y)
It has been a few stressful weeks. Pre mid semester exams and quizzes. I am too tired of those, And they have come to an end, and what comes after this is the real mid-sem exam. Although it is just mid-sem, and because it is mid-sem, the topics covered are quite little, so the weightage of marks is very high. The full paper is 40 marks for example, 1 mark means 2.5%. Yeah that's why I am very stressed. That's why I cannot aim for 80%, but 100% instead, so that 100% - 20% (8 marks deducted), I still have 80% as an A. And the percentage will play a 10% role in the final semester exam, so yeah, it affects your CGPA. :O
I need enlightenment. #fingerscrossed
Monday 15 July 2013
Scribble (Cory's death)
Shocked to see news regarding Cory Monteith's death on Facebook. Then googled it. Suspected due to substance abuse.
OH ME GOSH. Even though I'm not so much of a Glee fan, but also not that I don't listen and watch Glee, I still feel so BAD regarding this.
Why do talented or good people die young? What on earth is so wrong with this planet. Sigh.
R.I.P Finn. Miss your voice. :')
#shocked #sad
OH ME GOSH. Even though I'm not so much of a Glee fan, but also not that I don't listen and watch Glee, I still feel so BAD regarding this.
Why do talented or good people die young? What on earth is so wrong with this planet. Sigh.
R.I.P Finn. Miss your voice. :')
#shocked #sad
Sunday 14 July 2013
College #4
MOTIVATION!
This coming week will be a hellish week. God-damn-it. Physics quiz, chemistry quiz, MUET speaking quiz, and students' representative thingy. I seriously lose the joy and strength to go on surviving in Labuan. I need motivation, that's what I tell my friends. I need someone for me to look onto, someone to motivate me go ahead, someone for me to be jealous of.
And at such hours like this, I texted a friend who achieved 4.0 (full mark) in Form 6 last year to ask her placement in local university. She, the genius, got a place in USM for Medicine! Oh me gosh. USM is the apex university, prestigious. Oh gawd. Despite the intense competition she got into it! Feel so happy for her. And of course, admiration and jealousy. XD So here comes MOTIVATION.
At this moment of next year, it will be my turn to face this. I HAVE TO STRIVE FOR THE BEST! And be her junior. Haha. Okays, time to continue studying for the quizzes. Ciao :D
This coming week will be a hellish week. God-damn-it. Physics quiz, chemistry quiz, MUET speaking quiz, and students' representative thingy. I seriously lose the joy and strength to go on surviving in Labuan. I need motivation, that's what I tell my friends. I need someone for me to look onto, someone to motivate me go ahead, someone for me to be jealous of.
And at such hours like this, I texted a friend who achieved 4.0 (full mark) in Form 6 last year to ask her placement in local university. She, the genius, got a place in USM for Medicine! Oh me gosh. USM is the apex university, prestigious. Oh gawd. Despite the intense competition she got into it! Feel so happy for her. And of course, admiration and jealousy. XD So here comes MOTIVATION.
At this moment of next year, it will be my turn to face this. I HAVE TO STRIVE FOR THE BEST! And be her junior. Haha. Okays, time to continue studying for the quizzes. Ciao :D
Tuesday 2 July 2013
College #3
Plagiarism KILLS.
For the first time in my life, I fail my lab report with a beautiful 0%. WHAT THE F**K. I was the victim. As a kid who does his work super fast and super good, automatically my answers are always the "model answers" for the other humans. What happened is that I lent my lab report to a friend, for her as an example konon, trying to be a bit more helpful, instead she copied 90% of my work. WTF. Our lecturer had been emphasizing that plagiarism is NOT allowed, but the friend seemed not to care. Yeah, you know I know.
*slaps myself for being so kind*
Luckily our lecturer said this is a continuous assessment, so I really have to improve (konon) in my forthcoming lab reports so that the ZERO won't affect my marks in the final exam. *trying to be more optimistic* Sokay, no more answer provider next time, Eric. You guys are now alone!
On the other hand of this stupid thing that happened to me, something good (or bad?) did also happen. I was elected to be an exco in student's council which guarantees a full 10% in co-curriculum. I got 575 votes, ranking no.4 in 29 candidates. But what comes after this will be HELL. A whole lot of work to do. Sigh what to do. For this, I'll accept it open-minded, and do what I can.
Erm and I think ... I have some good feelings towards a girl in my class. Not love kay, just a good impression. She's helpful, she's kind, she's polite, she's funny, she's active, she's bright, she's sporty. And i feel happy and comfortable with her.
Her last message to me by 9.04pm:
Ya i know it's hard for you, but I hope you can get through this and learn to let go. There is nothing Eric can't defeat right? ;) I don't think you should stop being helpful because of this. Try praying to God :) Maybe you will feel better
Hmm, some food for thought..
For the first time in my life, I fail my lab report with a beautiful 0%. WHAT THE F**K. I was the victim. As a kid who does his work super fast and super good, automatically my answers are always the "model answers" for the other humans. What happened is that I lent my lab report to a friend, for her as an example konon, trying to be a bit more helpful, instead she copied 90% of my work. WTF. Our lecturer had been emphasizing that plagiarism is NOT allowed, but the friend seemed not to care. Yeah, you know I know.
*slaps myself for being so kind*
Luckily our lecturer said this is a continuous assessment, so I really have to improve (konon) in my forthcoming lab reports so that the ZERO won't affect my marks in the final exam. *trying to be more optimistic* Sokay, no more answer provider next time, Eric. You guys are now alone!
On the other hand of this stupid thing that happened to me, something good (or bad?) did also happen. I was elected to be an exco in student's council which guarantees a full 10% in co-curriculum. I got 575 votes, ranking no.4 in 29 candidates. But what comes after this will be HELL. A whole lot of work to do. Sigh what to do. For this, I'll accept it open-minded, and do what I can.
Erm and I think ... I have some good feelings towards a girl in my class. Not love kay, just a good impression. She's helpful, she's kind, she's polite, she's funny, she's active, she's bright, she's sporty. And i feel happy and comfortable with her.
Her last message to me by 9.04pm:
Ya i know it's hard for you, but I hope you can get through this and learn to let go. There is nothing Eric can't defeat right? ;) I don't think you should stop being helpful because of this. Try praying to God :) Maybe you will feel better
Hmm, some food for thought..
Wednesday 26 June 2013
Thursday 6 June 2013
College #1
This is my first post written in college.
Reasons: On weekdays, I am busy; on weekends, I rest and sleep like a pig.
The first thing I would like to mention is about co-curriculum. Well, having dentistry as my first choice, the 10% is of UTMOST importance as it differentiates all 4.0 flat scorers. So there's this JPP (students' representatives) and KAKOM (inter-matriculation sports event) that guarantee a 10% full mark. Apparently I am not born to have sports genes, so my best choice is JPP. BUT, some things are keeping me from it. One, the procedure in choosing the representatives is election, which means you have to manifesto and campaign and sell yourself and popularise yourself to get more votes. And I dislike that. Popularity comes first, capability comes next. Obviously, in college, Chinese is the minority. Two, there are tonnes of events that is going to be handled by JPP throughout the year, when you barely have time to study for a 4.0 flat. Concentration distracted. So what should I do? I haven't made up my mind.
The second thing is about my roommates. They're friendly, but do have flaws. One, they love to interfere my lifestyle. I used to have naps. All these while I didn't have time to do so, so today finally I am free enough to take 40 winks at around 7pm, but, guess what did they say when they saw me sleeping.
"Why are you sleeping at this time?"
"I feel a bit tired."
"That's why you should go work-out. To increase your stamina."
What on earth. Do you think all people on this planet love to work-out like you two do? Do I have to seek permission from you guys to sleep?
And they're inconsiderate beings. Playing songs via handphones out loud every night and every dawn, when people (me) is still sleeping. Talk (I can even regard it as shout) so loudly when people's sleeping. Do not switch off the bedroom lights even after past 12 midnight.
And the next one is they're messy beings. Clothes thrown and hung everywhere, put things on my study table, stack smelly clothes in the room. C'mon guys.
Well, I have to endure all these for another 10 months. Astagah.
The third thing, I'd like to complain about some lecturers. They don't explain clear enough, and we couldn't ask in lectures. SO what we can do is just to sit and stare at the slides, like you understand everything. Oh no. Another thing is the language medium they use. THE SYLLABUS IS IN ENGLISH! Why speak Malay?!
Finished with the complaints, now I move on to happiness. :D I join KML Choir, and is elected as the Chief Conductor. This would be a good experience to dive into choral music. And not forgetting to mention friends. I met quite a few new friends from Sabah and Sarawak, and some are really nice homo sapiens. Just some, minorities only. And I consider food in our cafeteria is GOOD and CHEAP. Everyday I long for lunch and dinner time to try out some new dishes. And also bumping into pretty girls. Some Chinese girls are really pretty! But taken. Sigh. "Just for display."
Facebook status on 25 May:
Survived one week in Labuan.
1. Hot weather
2. Labuan people dont eat vegetables. (2 types veggies in 10 types of dishes.)
3. 30 Ferrero Rocher chocolates for RM24!
4. I found Nabati.
(Nabati is a brand of cheese biscuits. IT IS AWESOME!)
Guess that's all. Ciao.
Reasons: On weekdays, I am busy; on weekends, I rest and sleep like a pig.
The first thing I would like to mention is about co-curriculum. Well, having dentistry as my first choice, the 10% is of UTMOST importance as it differentiates all 4.0 flat scorers. So there's this JPP (students' representatives) and KAKOM (inter-matriculation sports event) that guarantee a 10% full mark. Apparently I am not born to have sports genes, so my best choice is JPP. BUT, some things are keeping me from it. One, the procedure in choosing the representatives is election, which means you have to manifesto and campaign and sell yourself and popularise yourself to get more votes. And I dislike that. Popularity comes first, capability comes next. Obviously, in college, Chinese is the minority. Two, there are tonnes of events that is going to be handled by JPP throughout the year, when you barely have time to study for a 4.0 flat. Concentration distracted. So what should I do? I haven't made up my mind.
The second thing is about my roommates. They're friendly, but do have flaws. One, they love to interfere my lifestyle. I used to have naps. All these while I didn't have time to do so, so today finally I am free enough to take 40 winks at around 7pm, but, guess what did they say when they saw me sleeping.
"Why are you sleeping at this time?"
"I feel a bit tired."
"That's why you should go work-out. To increase your stamina."
What on earth. Do you think all people on this planet love to work-out like you two do? Do I have to seek permission from you guys to sleep?
And they're inconsiderate beings. Playing songs via handphones out loud every night and every dawn, when people (me) is still sleeping. Talk (I can even regard it as shout) so loudly when people's sleeping. Do not switch off the bedroom lights even after past 12 midnight.
And the next one is they're messy beings. Clothes thrown and hung everywhere, put things on my study table, stack smelly clothes in the room. C'mon guys.
Well, I have to endure all these for another 10 months. Astagah.
The third thing, I'd like to complain about some lecturers. They don't explain clear enough, and we couldn't ask in lectures. SO what we can do is just to sit and stare at the slides, like you understand everything. Oh no. Another thing is the language medium they use. THE SYLLABUS IS IN ENGLISH! Why speak Malay?!
Finished with the complaints, now I move on to happiness. :D I join KML Choir, and is elected as the Chief Conductor. This would be a good experience to dive into choral music. And not forgetting to mention friends. I met quite a few new friends from Sabah and Sarawak, and some are really nice homo sapiens. Just some, minorities only. And I consider food in our cafeteria is GOOD and CHEAP. Everyday I long for lunch and dinner time to try out some new dishes. And also bumping into pretty girls. Some Chinese girls are really pretty! But taken. Sigh. "Just for display."
Facebook status on 25 May:
Survived one week in Labuan.
1. Hot weather
2. Labuan people dont eat vegetables. (2 types veggies in 10 types of dishes.)
3. 30 Ferrero Rocher chocolates for RM24!
4. I found Nabati.
(Nabati is a brand of cheese biscuits. IT IS AWESOME!)
Guess that's all. Ciao.
Thursday 16 May 2013
A Whole New Journey
In a blink of an eye, honeymoon after SPM is officially over! It's time to study. :/
Tomorrow, 17/5, I'm leaving to Labuan Matriculation College. Oh no, I'm not mentally and emotionally prepared to leave home, yet, despite after national service. Sigh.
Hope I could adapt well, make many new friends and score good in studies and co-curriculum. :D Anyways it's a brand new lifestyle ahead!
Cheap chocolates and alcohol! *giggle* :D
Ciao.
Tomorrow, 17/5, I'm leaving to Labuan Matriculation College. Oh no, I'm not mentally and emotionally prepared to leave home, yet, despite after national service. Sigh.
Hope I could adapt well, make many new friends and score good in studies and co-curriculum. :D Anyways it's a brand new lifestyle ahead!
Cheap chocolates and alcohol! *giggle* :D
Ciao.
Monday 6 May 2013
We ain't ready.
Malaysia's 13th General Election.
I have not much to say as I am as usual not a person into politics. But when "democracy" is just a word that carries no meaning, why bother to talk about it.
I have not much to say as I am as usual not a person into politics. But when "democracy" is just a word that carries no meaning, why bother to talk about it.
Transparency.
Justice.
Blackouts while counting votes and then few ballot boxes appeared, what is this?
Immigrants voting, what is this?
Buying votes, what is this?
Black profile pictures everywhere on Facebook, indicating darkness and expressing condolences over democracy that has been left.
Malaysian's are not ready for a change. God, enlighten us.
Saturday 4 May 2013
Jealousy
Jealousy strikes, after a month of dehydration of inspiration to blog.
Jealous of their wealth.
No money, no talk. At this age, money determines your future, when you're not as brilliant as Einstein with good IQ. Yeah, so I fall into the category "above average", where I can't get the best scholarship and is left to choose among the cheapest course offered. Due to the fact that I am not from a very wealthy family and have adequate amount of interest in a course that can cost my parents' total salary of their whole life (exaggerated much?), which is dentistry, so I have to choose the safest way, and also cheapest, with less risk. Just Google for the tuition fees of Bachelor of Dental Surgery (BDA) in Malaysia, you'll know why. So I have to take matriculation offered by the government as it guarantees at least a slot in local public universities then I won't have to spend so much of my parents' money, but first choice of your course is not a 100% guarantee even though you get a CGPA of 4.0.
Many of my friends and teachers are shocked, or at least from their expressions I can see that, when they find out that I am going for matriculation in Labuan. Government matriculation, 10% for non-natives, lower standard compared to A levels and Form 6, less good environment. And with matriculation results you couldn't get overseas anymore, meaning I'll be stuck in Malaysia forever and ever Amen. A top student from school shouldn't end up there. Yes, somehow I do agree with them, but what can I do? I can only give it a shot in matriculation, then try to get dentistry in UM, USM or UKM.
I wanted to go for A levels in any of the private institutions in Kuala Lumpur under bursary from the Ministry of Education. Kuala Lumpur vs Labuan, which is better? But, the doors to get into local public universities for dentistry, medicine and pharmacy are closed. So what's left? Private universities, high cost of education. They say you can get a JPA scholarship when you've gained admission into any of the private universities listed by JPA, but how sure I am that I can secure a scholarship for my degree? Competition's intense and aforementioned, I'm NOT brilliant. Another thing, although we're given a monthly allowance of RM430 for bursary, is that enough for your accommodation, hostel, food, sundry expenses etc? No. So it's parents' money again. No way.
If I had sufficient money, I wouldn't have to care so much. I could just take A levels and give it a shot for the JPA scholarship for my degree. If I didn't get it, I could still pursue what I intended. Or with A levels, I could go overseas for my degree like many of my friends did. If and only if...
Jealous of their chances.
My ancestors came to this piece of land few decades or centuries later. So we are deemed non-natives. In Malaysia, it has been a fact that natives have more priorities in education. They have MARA scholarships, they have asasi (meaning foundation in public universities), they have Islamic universities for them, but what do others have? We have less options. We have less opportunities. I read a status on Facebook by a Malay friend, mentioning he got 2As in SPM and has been offered two scholarships whilst a non-Malay friend of his who got 10As has none. So, where is equality? I really hope everyone deserves a fair chance in education, not based on what kind of blood is flowing in your veins.
Another thing is, I got myself a new hobby: stalking friends especially seniors on Facebook. Few of them were offered the JPA scholarship overseas (dentistry and medicine to India). Their pictures, their statuses. I am living vicariously through the people. zOMG. I admire them a lot, of course a bit of jealousy there. The scholarship will provide them with A levels and then a guaranteed slot to your intended degree along with a 10-year bond that means a confirmed carrier in the future. Isn't this combo awesome? However, JPA stop giving this scholarship to students starting from the year 2012. Instead, it is replaced by bursary. However, not anywhere in India after that. After A levels under bursary, you can apply for the top 10 universities in UK or private universities and get an unconditional offer and then apply JPA scholarship again. Get it, you're blessed; if you don't, you're doomed. Would I dare to take the risk? Nope. I can't gamble my future and my parents' money just like that right?
Jealous of their wealth.
No money, no talk. At this age, money determines your future, when you're not as brilliant as Einstein with good IQ. Yeah, so I fall into the category "above average", where I can't get the best scholarship and is left to choose among the cheapest course offered. Due to the fact that I am not from a very wealthy family and have adequate amount of interest in a course that can cost my parents' total salary of their whole life (exaggerated much?), which is dentistry, so I have to choose the safest way, and also cheapest, with less risk. Just Google for the tuition fees of Bachelor of Dental Surgery (BDA) in Malaysia, you'll know why. So I have to take matriculation offered by the government as it guarantees at least a slot in local public universities then I won't have to spend so much of my parents' money, but first choice of your course is not a 100% guarantee even though you get a CGPA of 4.0.
Many of my friends and teachers are shocked, or at least from their expressions I can see that, when they find out that I am going for matriculation in Labuan. Government matriculation, 10% for non-natives, lower standard compared to A levels and Form 6, less good environment. And with matriculation results you couldn't get overseas anymore, meaning I'll be stuck in Malaysia forever and ever Amen. A top student from school shouldn't end up there. Yes, somehow I do agree with them, but what can I do? I can only give it a shot in matriculation, then try to get dentistry in UM, USM or UKM.
I wanted to go for A levels in any of the private institutions in Kuala Lumpur under bursary from the Ministry of Education. Kuala Lumpur vs Labuan, which is better? But, the doors to get into local public universities for dentistry, medicine and pharmacy are closed. So what's left? Private universities, high cost of education. They say you can get a JPA scholarship when you've gained admission into any of the private universities listed by JPA, but how sure I am that I can secure a scholarship for my degree? Competition's intense and aforementioned, I'm NOT brilliant. Another thing, although we're given a monthly allowance of RM430 for bursary, is that enough for your accommodation, hostel, food, sundry expenses etc? No. So it's parents' money again. No way.
If I had sufficient money, I wouldn't have to care so much. I could just take A levels and give it a shot for the JPA scholarship for my degree. If I didn't get it, I could still pursue what I intended. Or with A levels, I could go overseas for my degree like many of my friends did. If and only if...
Jealous of their chances.
My ancestors came to this piece of land few decades or centuries later. So we are deemed non-natives. In Malaysia, it has been a fact that natives have more priorities in education. They have MARA scholarships, they have asasi (meaning foundation in public universities), they have Islamic universities for them, but what do others have? We have less options. We have less opportunities. I read a status on Facebook by a Malay friend, mentioning he got 2As in SPM and has been offered two scholarships whilst a non-Malay friend of his who got 10As has none. So, where is equality? I really hope everyone deserves a fair chance in education, not based on what kind of blood is flowing in your veins.
Another thing is, I got myself a new hobby: stalking friends especially seniors on Facebook. Few of them were offered the JPA scholarship overseas (dentistry and medicine to India). Their pictures, their statuses. I am living vicariously through the people. zOMG. I admire them a lot, of course a bit of jealousy there. The scholarship will provide them with A levels and then a guaranteed slot to your intended degree along with a 10-year bond that means a confirmed carrier in the future. Isn't this combo awesome? However, JPA stop giving this scholarship to students starting from the year 2012. Instead, it is replaced by bursary. However, not anywhere in India after that. After A levels under bursary, you can apply for the top 10 universities in UK or private universities and get an unconditional offer and then apply JPA scholarship again. Get it, you're blessed; if you don't, you're doomed. Would I dare to take the risk? Nope. I can't gamble my future and my parents' money just like that right?
Finished lamenting. Perhaps I don't feel that much of jealousy, but more to grumble. I should just be happy with what I have. Simplicity is the best. Leaving to Labuan on 17th May. Hope it's be a great and exciting adventure ahead.
Tuesday 2 April 2013
Checklist to PLKN (Male/Wira) - Personal
This was what I had been searching for while packing to Program Latihan Khidmat Negara (PLKN). So now I worked out a list of all the stuffs I'd brought to Kem Puncak Permai, Bau, Sarawak.
Bring the BIGGEST luggage you have.
Clothes:
1. 4 normal t-shirts / singlets / tanktops
- Don't bring expensive ones or your favourite tee, in case it get stolen in the laundry or wherever, then you hancur hati (heart broken)
- I didn't bring singlets as I'm cold-allergic, and my bed was really under the fan. Some people just slept shirtless. *salute*
2. 4 shorts / long pants
- Same as above, not expensive ones.
- Long pants are useful when you're in the dorm and suffer from serious mosquito attacks, but I didn't bring cause I use mosquito repellent spray! (Y)
Note: Baju awam / clothes that you bring from home is NOT allowed outside your dorm. So don't bring tonnes of them. :)
3. Briefs / boxers
- Quantity differs, but you gotta wear it 24/7. I brought around 8. Some people don't wear that when sleeping but I strongly disagree: not hygienic and what if you have morning wood/wet dream? (Don't be shy :P )
4. 1 towel
- The camp will provide two PLKN towels. But just bring one in case they give it late and you need to shower. I got mine the second day. Some people never used that cause they claimed that the towel "berbulu" aka hairy aka the fabric wasn't that good.
5. 2 handkerchiefs
- To wipe off sweat or use it when you have a cold. Anyways I used it only when we had the Wirajaya (entering the forest) activity. I got rashes all over so this came in handy, dampen it and wipe your body!
6. 1 Rag/kain buruk
- Wipe dust and cobwebs and spilled drinks or Maggi etc.
7. Slippers
- I brought Crocs to avoid mosquito bites on my feet while washing my clothes late at night.
Toiletries:
1. Hair shampoo
- Don't think you have short hair you don't need shampoo. Your hair can get VERY oily after you sweat.
2. Body shampoo
- Don't recommend soap as it's very difficult to handle after it's being used for the first time.
3. Toilet rolls
4. Toothbrush and toothpaste
5. Wet tissue
- I didn't bring this but found it very useful when Wirajaya. Wipe body or face. Very handy. Regretted for not bringing it, luckily my friend bought a packet.
6. Tissue paper
- Wipe anything. Sweat, cutlery, minor things etc.
7. Washing detergent (Top/ Dynamo etc..) , brush, pail.
- If you need to fly then you can buy a pail from the camp. No worries.
- Soap : difficult to handle.
8. Razor and nail clipper
- To shave and to cut your nails, obviously. LOL
Electronic gadgets:
1. Handphone
- Better bring one that can has a music player, if not you get bored easily. But not too expensive ones. I am very serious about that. Unless you want your phone to be a theft victim. Many cases in my camp.
- Have to be handed over to teachers on weekdays. Only given back on Friday night till Sunday evening.
2. Charger
- To revive your phone
3. Headset
- Give you peace when listening to music and give others peace as well.
4. MP3 / MP4 / iPod Nano
- I didn't bring any of these but see majority people brought those. The jurulatih/teachers will not confiscate it during weekdays so during night duty it might help to kill boredom.
Stationery:
1. Scissors
- This is VERY VERY VERY useful! Seems like I was the only one who smuggled this into the camp in my dorm. Used to cut seasoning powder (instant noodles), paper, hair, ropes etc. Many people borrowed it from me tho.
- Well this is illegal. So I use the word "smuggle". The teachers will check your luggage before you enter the camp. So it's not a good idea to keep it in your pencil case or somewhere in your bag. Keep the scissors in your pocket as they don't do body checks.
2. Marker pens
- I can consider this very useful too. Mark your initials or name on your clothes, shoes and personal belongings in case they are missing it's easier for you to search for them, and catch the thief!
- Illegal item also. Hide it wisely. ;)
3. Pen, pencils, eraser etc.
4. Notebooks / diary
- To scribble anything and to let your besties pen a few words before they leave. :')
FOOD! (and everything connected to that)
1. Biscuits, junk food, instant noodles (Mi Sedap seems super popular), crackers, Pringles, candies etc etc.
- Most people eat instant noodles every night. Not good for health. So my gang had junk food and biscuit parties most nights.
2. 100 plus, milk, oatmeal etc etc.
- I cannot live without milk, so brought a dozen every week, and restock every week. :P
3. Spoon and fork, container, mug.
- Container to cook your noodles, mug to take the oatmeal.
Health:
1. Panadol or a set of medicine for a cold
- You can go to the Medic but I find the people there are not doctors. And the medicine doesn't work for me. And you have to queue for quite a long time to wait for your turn cause many people went there even though it's just a SMALL matter. -sigh-
2. Sunblock lotion
- Bring it lah, in case you get sunburnt. I was fair, but now I am dark. Basically have to stay under the sun everyday.
3. Axe oil/Tiger balm etc
4. Yoko-yoko (for muscle pain)
5. Plaster
- For little wounds and injuries
6. Insect/Mosquito repellent
- VERY VERY SUPER DUPER important. You know I know lah.
Miscellaneous:
1. Rubber bands
2. Plastic bags
3. Storybooks / Novels
4. 2 locks, with spare keys (one for your locker and one for your luggage)
5. Umbrella
6. Hangers (18) and pegs (10)
7. Rubber sucker
8. Sudoku (?) -random-
9. Watch (if it's a digital one you can use it as an alarm clock)
10. Alarm clock and spare batteries
11. Torchlight
12. MONEY $$$ (If local don't have to bring a lot. RM150 might be enough if you don't splurge)
13. Identity Card (IC)
14. Thread, needle and pins (in case your zip spoils)
I guess that's all. Hope it's useful to all of you readers/future PLKN campers out there.
If you're desperate upon receiving the call letter, I assure that it's VERY FUN, don't worry about it, provided you take part 100%; if you're excited about that, go on and experience!
I was in Kumpulan 1, Siri 10/2013, Kem Puncak Permai, Kompeni Alpha. I had one of my most beautiful memories in my life there.
We got first in marching, shooting, nasyid; second for Kontrak Kita Janji and Obstacle race; and last for Sports Carnival (LOL).
OVERALL CHAMPION : ALPHA !!!
p/s : Well, this is just a list of my suggestions. Alter and modify it to suit your needs. :D
p/s : To future campers, do not fret do not worry. It will be one of your best experiences and memories, provided you accept everything open-heartedly. Don't get into trouble with other people, make friends and gotcha! you will enjoy it to the max. :) You will definitely get some good, I mean real GOOD, friends out there.
Bring the BIGGEST luggage you have.
Clothes:
1. 4 normal t-shirts / singlets / tanktops
- Don't bring expensive ones or your favourite tee, in case it get stolen in the laundry or wherever, then you hancur hati (heart broken)
- I didn't bring singlets as I'm cold-allergic, and my bed was really under the fan. Some people just slept shirtless. *salute*
2. 4 shorts / long pants
- Same as above, not expensive ones.
- Long pants are useful when you're in the dorm and suffer from serious mosquito attacks, but I didn't bring cause I use mosquito repellent spray! (Y)
Note: Baju awam / clothes that you bring from home is NOT allowed outside your dorm. So don't bring tonnes of them. :)
3. Briefs / boxers
- Quantity differs, but you gotta wear it 24/7. I brought around 8. Some people don't wear that when sleeping but I strongly disagree: not hygienic and what if you have morning wood/wet dream? (Don't be shy :P )
4. 1 towel
- The camp will provide two PLKN towels. But just bring one in case they give it late and you need to shower. I got mine the second day. Some people never used that cause they claimed that the towel "berbulu" aka hairy aka the fabric wasn't that good.
5. 2 handkerchiefs
- To wipe off sweat or use it when you have a cold. Anyways I used it only when we had the Wirajaya (entering the forest) activity. I got rashes all over so this came in handy, dampen it and wipe your body!
6. 1 Rag/kain buruk
- Wipe dust and cobwebs and spilled drinks or Maggi etc.
7. Slippers
- I brought Crocs to avoid mosquito bites on my feet while washing my clothes late at night.
Toiletries:
1. Hair shampoo
- Don't think you have short hair you don't need shampoo. Your hair can get VERY oily after you sweat.
2. Body shampoo
- Don't recommend soap as it's very difficult to handle after it's being used for the first time.
3. Toilet rolls
4. Toothbrush and toothpaste
5. Wet tissue
- I didn't bring this but found it very useful when Wirajaya. Wipe body or face. Very handy. Regretted for not bringing it, luckily my friend bought a packet.
6. Tissue paper
- Wipe anything. Sweat, cutlery, minor things etc.
7. Washing detergent (Top/ Dynamo etc..) , brush, pail.
- If you need to fly then you can buy a pail from the camp. No worries.
- Soap : difficult to handle.
8. Razor and nail clipper
- To shave and to cut your nails, obviously. LOL
Electronic gadgets:
1. Handphone
- Better bring one that can has a music player, if not you get bored easily. But not too expensive ones. I am very serious about that. Unless you want your phone to be a theft victim. Many cases in my camp.
- Have to be handed over to teachers on weekdays. Only given back on Friday night till Sunday evening.
2. Charger
- To revive your phone
3. Headset
- Give you peace when listening to music and give others peace as well.
4. MP3 / MP4 / iPod Nano
- I didn't bring any of these but see majority people brought those. The jurulatih/teachers will not confiscate it during weekdays so during night duty it might help to kill boredom.
Stationery:
1. Scissors
- This is VERY VERY VERY useful! Seems like I was the only one who smuggled this into the camp in my dorm. Used to cut seasoning powder (instant noodles), paper, hair, ropes etc. Many people borrowed it from me tho.
- Well this is illegal. So I use the word "smuggle". The teachers will check your luggage before you enter the camp. So it's not a good idea to keep it in your pencil case or somewhere in your bag. Keep the scissors in your pocket as they don't do body checks.
2. Marker pens
- I can consider this very useful too. Mark your initials or name on your clothes, shoes and personal belongings in case they are missing it's easier for you to search for them, and catch the thief!
- Illegal item also. Hide it wisely. ;)
3. Pen, pencils, eraser etc.
4. Notebooks / diary
- To scribble anything and to let your besties pen a few words before they leave. :')
FOOD! (and everything connected to that)
1. Biscuits, junk food, instant noodles (Mi Sedap seems super popular), crackers, Pringles, candies etc etc.
- Most people eat instant noodles every night. Not good for health. So my gang had junk food and biscuit parties most nights.
2. 100 plus, milk, oatmeal etc etc.
- I cannot live without milk, so brought a dozen every week, and restock every week. :P
3. Spoon and fork, container, mug.
- Container to cook your noodles, mug to take the oatmeal.
Health:
1. Panadol or a set of medicine for a cold
- You can go to the Medic but I find the people there are not doctors. And the medicine doesn't work for me. And you have to queue for quite a long time to wait for your turn cause many people went there even though it's just a SMALL matter. -sigh-
2. Sunblock lotion
- Bring it lah, in case you get sunburnt. I was fair, but now I am dark. Basically have to stay under the sun everyday.
4. Yoko-yoko (for muscle pain)
5. Plaster
- For little wounds and injuries
6. Insect/Mosquito repellent
- VERY VERY SUPER DUPER important. You know I know lah.
Miscellaneous:
1. Rubber bands
2. Plastic bags
3. Storybooks / Novels
4. 2 locks, with spare keys (one for your locker and one for your luggage)
5. Umbrella
6. Hangers (18) and pegs (10)
7. Rubber sucker
8. Sudoku (?) -random-
9. Watch (if it's a digital one you can use it as an alarm clock)
10. Alarm clock and spare batteries
11. Torchlight
12. MONEY $$$ (If local don't have to bring a lot. RM150 might be enough if you don't splurge)
13. Identity Card (IC)
14. Thread, needle and pins (in case your zip spoils)
I guess that's all. Hope it's useful to all of you readers/future PLKN campers out there.
If you're desperate upon receiving the call letter, I assure that it's VERY FUN, don't worry about it, provided you take part 100%; if you're excited about that, go on and experience!
I was in Kumpulan 1, Siri 10/2013, Kem Puncak Permai, Kompeni Alpha. I had one of my most beautiful memories in my life there.
We got first in marching, shooting, nasyid; second for Kontrak Kita Janji and Obstacle race; and last for Sports Carnival (LOL).
OVERALL CHAMPION : ALPHA !!!
p/s : Well, this is just a list of my suggestions. Alter and modify it to suit your needs. :D
p/s : To future campers, do not fret do not worry. It will be one of your best experiences and memories, provided you accept everything open-heartedly. Don't get into trouble with other people, make friends and gotcha! you will enjoy it to the max. :) You will definitely get some good, I mean real GOOD, friends out there.
Friday 22 March 2013
A Little Imperfection - SPM
I got my SPM 2012 results this morning. It isn't the best I've expected but not the worst, though. I took 11 subjects.
Bahasa Malaysia - A+
English - A+ , 1119 - 1A
Mathematics - A+
Additional Mathematics - A+
History - A+
Biology - A+
Physics - A+
Chemistry - A+
Moral Education - A+
Accounting Principles - A+ , LCCI - 1
Chinese Language - A
The red statement is DEFINITELY an eyesore. I did expect the result after I finished the test, but still, not that lucky (NKB - Nasib Kurang Baik).
Total of 10 A+'s and an A. The "straight" word isn't there for me. Sigh... I just hope that the A won't affect my application for scholarships especially when they need someone to have straight A+ as Chinese Language is an extra subject (Heard so? Not sure.).
Mood: Normal. Not happy not sad. But satisfied. :/
Currently aiming for dentistry for my degree hope I don't need to pay much (ie get a scholarship). Anywhere will do. God bless me and good luck.
Bahasa Malaysia - A+
English - A+ , 1119 - 1A
Mathematics - A+
Additional Mathematics - A+
History - A+
Biology - A+
Physics - A+
Chemistry - A+
Moral Education - A+
Accounting Principles - A+ , LCCI - 1
Chinese Language - A
The red statement is DEFINITELY an eyesore. I did expect the result after I finished the test, but still, not that lucky (NKB - Nasib Kurang Baik).
Total of 10 A+'s and an A. The "straight" word isn't there for me. Sigh... I just hope that the A won't affect my application for scholarships especially when they need someone to have straight A+ as Chinese Language is an extra subject (Heard so? Not sure.).
Mood: Normal. Not happy not sad. But satisfied. :/
Currently aiming for dentistry for my degree hope I don't need to pay much (ie get a scholarship). Anywhere will do. God bless me and good luck.
Sunday 17 March 2013
Post NS aka PLKN
I don't want to be home. Utter loneliness.
After crying for SO many rounds at KIA, I was dog tired. I didn't want to cry but since there were too many twigs in the airport that they entered our eyes, I had no choice. Slept for 13 hours and found myself alone. I used to be the one waking my lazy-awful dorm mates up but today I found no one. Logged in to Facebook, pictures, statuses, comments keep bringing in memories that I wouldn't even want to remember and forget.
A brief description of my wonderful lazybones in L1 and L2 Kem Puncak Permai :
- Nigger O
- Pillow D
- Blackie F
- Glutton KJ
- White SH
- Doraemon V
- Little brother J
- Dog S
- Sex maniac E
etc...
You people are many many many precious gifts from God to me, who intersected my life and gave me joy.
If you bumped into this post and identified yourself, please do remember that this "sexay laday" is missing you badly in Kuching every moment. I miss and love you guys. All the best.
After crying for SO many rounds at KIA, I was dog tired. I didn't want to cry but since there were too many twigs in the airport that they entered our eyes, I had no choice. Slept for 13 hours and found myself alone. I used to be the one waking my lazy-awful dorm mates up but today I found no one. Logged in to Facebook, pictures, statuses, comments keep bringing in memories that I wouldn't even want to remember and forget.
A brief description of my wonderful lazybones in L1 and L2 Kem Puncak Permai :
- Nigger O
- Pillow D
- Blackie F
- Glutton KJ
- White SH
- Doraemon V
- Little brother J
- Dog S
- Sex maniac E
etc...
You people are many many many precious gifts from God to me, who intersected my life and gave me joy.
If you bumped into this post and identified yourself, please do remember that this "sexay laday" is missing you badly in Kuching every moment. I miss and love you guys. All the best.
Thursday 14 February 2013
CNY 2013
Time flies. The Chinese New Year festival for me this year is a little different from the previous years.
1. I'm botak (bald).
2. I spent most of my 5-day holiday with my friends rather than relatives.
3. I have a KL friend with me, staying at my house for two days.
What I did:
- Visiting
- Steamboat
- Bistro
- Shopping
- Movie
- Music
Special thanks to
- BZM for playing the Gu Zheng for me. Luv it!
- O-nil being our driver for a day.
Leaving back to camp tomorrow. Looking forward to it, but I'll definitely miss sleeping late and waking up late. :S
1. I'm botak (bald).
2. I spent most of my 5-day holiday with my friends rather than relatives.
3. I have a KL friend with me, staying at my house for two days.
What I did:
- Visiting
- Steamboat
- Bistro
- Shopping
- Movie
- Music
Special thanks to
- BZM for playing the Gu Zheng for me. Luv it!
- O-nil being our driver for a day.
Leaving back to camp tomorrow. Looking forward to it, but I'll definitely miss sleeping late and waking up late. :S
Sunday 10 February 2013
蛇年2013
新的一年到了！去龙迎蛇。
鞭炮、烟花战斗中。。。
开始发觉，人在不同年纪，过年的意义也不同，甚至越大越没感觉（包括我）。年一年一年的过，时间一点一点溜走。人越大，越接近现实，以往童年时的天真无邪的幻想随之抹去。
但，我依然很开心，我又有多一年的时间来把该做的事做了，多一年的时间来想梦想前进。
愿今年，我+家人+朋友+大家能万事大吉，心想事成，更重要：身体健康！
愿 SPM 成绩全A+。:D
鞭炮、烟花战斗中。。。
开始发觉，人在不同年纪，过年的意义也不同，甚至越大越没感觉（包括我）。年一年一年的过，时间一点一点溜走。人越大，越接近现实，以往童年时的天真无邪的幻想随之抹去。
但，我依然很开心，我又有多一年的时间来把该做的事做了，多一年的时间来想梦想前进。
愿今年，我+家人+朋友+大家能万事大吉，心想事成，更重要：身体健康！
愿 SPM 成绩全A+。:D
Thursday 7 February 2013
Semester Break aka CNY holiday
I'm back home! Got so used to the lifestyle and the bathroom of my dorm and the shower nozzle. Feeling a little weird now. Even my typing speed has deteriorated tremendously. Clicking skills - same fate.
It's Chinese New Year soon, year of the snake. I need to get out of home, try to blend into the chinese new year mood as I feel like I totally disconnected with the world outside all the time in camp. The radio is helping. New year songs. Doesn't help much.
Met a whole bunch of new friends from Kuching and Kuala Lumpur. Some KL people are super nice, but some are quite "lan si" (cantonese: proud) and "la la" (cantonese: gangster). Credits to Vivi and Jobs being my Cantonese teachers. :D Both of them are from KL. Awesome homo sapien s.
Regarding the diary, I did write it! I'll type it all out here after I've completed the whole programme. Promise. But promises are meant to be broken. :P
Looking forward to a joyful New Year and a meaningful camp life later.
Ciao.
It's Chinese New Year soon, year of the snake. I need to get out of home, try to blend into the chinese new year mood as I feel like I totally disconnected with the world outside all the time in camp. The radio is helping. New year songs. Doesn't help much.
Met a whole bunch of new friends from Kuching and Kuala Lumpur. Some KL people are super nice, but some are quite "lan si" (cantonese: proud) and "la la" (cantonese: gangster). Credits to Vivi and Jobs being my Cantonese teachers. :D Both of them are from KL. Awesome homo sapien s.
Regarding the diary, I did write it! I'll type it all out here after I've completed the whole programme. Promise. But promises are meant to be broken. :P
Looking forward to a joyful New Year and a meaningful camp life later.
Ciao.
Wednesday 2 January 2013
Pre - PLKN aka NS
I decided to pen a few words here before leaving to National Service. But I have nothing much to scribble about.
I will miss a lot of things at home.
Bed, food, computer, people, phone, time.
Most probably for normal kids they'll miss their rooms etc, but for me, I'll miss MUSIC the most. Sigh. 75 days without music. How am I going to survive? Dry soul. Malnourished brain. I've come to the fact that the only instrument I'll be having is my vocal cord. And every day listening to 4'33''. Not that bad either. And I hope that I'll meet some friends who love music as much as I do there, to suffer together. Teehee.. And of course build new music-based friendship!
I even think of calling a friend every weekend to ask him play his piano for me through the phone. He agreed! :D Huge investment, but if not, how to quench my desire for music?
4th January - the very first day of a new "era". I hope this 75 days will be a beneficial, unforgettable, fun, exciting journey of life, and of course worth my 75 days. If I were not chosen, I would have started piano, guitar, violin, cello and continued my Yang Qin lessons. ARGH! Plans aborted.
To make this 75 days a memorable one, I really plan to start writing a diary. Ya, plans always don't work. *rolls eyes*
Anticipating. Worried. Tired. Excited.
Ciao.
I will miss a lot of things at home.
Bed, food, computer, people, phone, time.
Most probably for normal kids they'll miss their rooms etc, but for me, I'll miss MUSIC the most. Sigh. 75 days without music. How am I going to survive? Dry soul. Malnourished brain. I've come to the fact that the only instrument I'll be having is my vocal cord. And every day listening to 4'33''. Not that bad either. And I hope that I'll meet some friends who love music as much as I do there, to suffer together. Teehee.. And of course build new music-based friendship!
I even think of calling a friend every weekend to ask him play his piano for me through the phone. He agreed! :D Huge investment, but if not, how to quench my desire for music?
4th January - the very first day of a new "era". I hope this 75 days will be a beneficial, unforgettable, fun, exciting journey of life, and of course worth my 75 days. If I were not chosen, I would have started piano, guitar, violin, cello and continued my Yang Qin lessons. ARGH! Plans aborted.
To make this 75 days a memorable one, I really plan to start writing a diary. Ya, plans always don't work. *rolls eyes*
Anticipating. Worried. Tired. Excited.
Ciao.
Tuesday 1 January 2013
感慨
老爸换上了一个新的日历。每年当他换上的时候，我会在想，这么厚的日历，要多久才能把它一张一张撕掉，又不能作弊先撕呢？但，每天每天慢慢撕掉，不知不觉就撕完了。
撕掉了纸，
也撕掉了时间，
也撕掉了青春，
也撕掉了幼稚，
也撕掉了记忆。
挂上了新的日历，也等于放上了365天的问号，放上了一个纯白的一年，等着我们去谱写、填满。
2012这一年，充满了喜悦、刺激、压力、惊险、感动、感慨、障碍、选择等。
2013，是个大大的问号。 ？？？
让我们以最真诚、最勇敢、最有能量、最阳光的心来走下这崭新的一年。祝福大家2013平安顺利，万事如意，身体健康。
奇葩 上
撕掉了纸，
也撕掉了时间，
也撕掉了青春，
也撕掉了幼稚，
也撕掉了记忆。
挂上了新的日历，也等于放上了365天的问号，放上了一个纯白的一年，等着我们去谱写、填满。
2012这一年，充满了喜悦、刺激、压力、惊险、感动、感慨、障碍、选择等。
2013，是个大大的问号。 ？？？
让我们以最真诚、最勇敢、最有能量、最阳光的心来走下这崭新的一年。祝福大家2013平安顺利，万事如意，身体健康。
奇葩 上
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