没有华丽的台词, 只有真实的故事;没有规矩的故事, 只有零乱的事实。
你将看到的,是来自一个在寻找自己,在大学被折腾,脾气怪异,行为怪异,思想混乱,爱搞神秘的22岁怪咖奇葩少年的生活写实。

Random words from the depth of the heart of a 22-year-old weird university student. Moving on...



Tuesday 20 August 2013

College #7 @ Leadership Training Camp, Sg Petani, Kedah

Along with other 18 students' representatives, we were given a chance to go to Cinta Sayang Golf Resort, Sg Petani, Kedah to attend a 4-day-3-night camp. Two hours of flight to LCCT, Kuala Lumpur then 9 hours of journey by bus to the resort.

Indeed memorable. New friends, new ideas of the Jawatankuasa Perwakilan Pelajar (JPP) (Students' Representative Organisation), and new programmes to be done.

A shoutout to my roommates (Room 483) from KM Teknikal Johor, KM Kuala Nerang, and KM Pahang, and the Chinese representatives all over the country, and representatives from KM Selangor. You guys are awesome! :D Thanks KM Selangor for the accommodation. Your college is new and conducive. *jealous* haha

Wednesday 14 August 2013

College #6 @ Take it easy!

TAKE IT EASY.

I have been very stressed up for the exam. Chemistry, Maths and Physics down.

What happened yesterday was I found out I missed out one Lewis structure for question 4 immediately after I handed in the answer booklet. I was so desperate cause it was not something I don't know but something I not think of. What makes me worry more is that it is the first branch of the question, and I am afraid that it will affect the questions/answers below.

I was too stressed. But after talking to my mum over the phone, I feel better. :)

Then Maths. It was considered challenging for me (but difficult for others, heh) cause I think I managed to do all the questions with confidence. And I managed to solve a particular question where most people couldn't. *giggle*

Physics is a total brain killer. I used to be very weak in Physics since Form 4, for your information. It's not that HARD, but also NOT that EASY. There's this particular question, about principle of conservation of momentum, asking us to calculate the mass of an object, given the initial velocities and mass of the other object. The final velocity is xxx ms-1, but the direction is not stated. So many assumed that it is to the right, positive. But I assumed it to the left, negative. SIGH. Why is my interpretation always different from others? (insert crying troll face)

I don't care anymore.. I'll smile, walking on sunshine :)

Hope Biology tomorrow will be good!

Monday 12 August 2013

A Mess

I am in a mess. Everything. Especially my feelings.

Back to college after a week's holiday. Don't feel particularly homesick, but don't feel the excitement back to college (or school, which i used to have) as well. The mid-sem exam is tomorrow. I feel okay, but also not okay - I am worried I couldn't score, or just slip for no reason (like my quiz for Chemistry). There's something under my brain telling me that I WOULD do bad. Achilles' heel : PHYSICS. X.X

Dramatic mood swings. Getting emotional. I don't feel angry, but I just don't know why the tone I used to speak to the others, including my mum and sister, sounds so FEROCIOUS. I don't know what's wrong.

Listening to some downloaded Glee songs. 'Just the Way You Are' and then 'I Dreamed a Dream'. My mood is like on a roller coaster. Changed instantly from happy to the opposite. I don't usually experience this. Normally after a happy song and I accidentally clicked on a sad song, I WILL immediately change a song, but today is different. What is wrong.

Perhaps I just need silence and peace for a short while, like what i told (barked?) my sister. To reorganise and revitalise.

Someone, HELP ME.

Thursday 1 August 2013

College #5

It's August.

It's almost time to go home, for a break. A break from all the stress and discomfort in college. (Y)

It has been a few stressful weeks. Pre mid semester exams and quizzes. I am too tired of those, And they have come to an end, and what comes after this is the real mid-sem exam. Although it is just mid-sem, and because it is mid-sem, the topics covered are quite little, so the weightage of marks is very high. The full paper is 40 marks for example, 1 mark means 2.5%. Yeah that's why I am very stressed. That's why I cannot aim for 80%, but 100% instead, so that 100% - 20% (8 marks deducted), I still have 80% as an A. And the percentage will play a 10% role in the final semester exam, so yeah, it affects your CGPA. :O

I need enlightenment. #fingerscrossed