Shocked to see news regarding Cory Monteith's death on Facebook. Then googled it. Suspected due to substance abuse.
OH ME GOSH. Even though I'm not so much of a Glee fan, but also not that I don't listen and watch Glee, I still feel so BAD regarding this.
Why do talented or good people die young? What on earth is so wrong with this planet. Sigh.
R.I.P Finn. Miss your voice. :')
#shocked #sad
Monday 15 July 2013
Sunday 14 July 2013
College #4
MOTIVATION!
This coming week will be a hellish week. God-damn-it. Physics quiz, chemistry quiz, MUET speaking quiz, and students' representative thingy. I seriously lose the joy and strength to go on surviving in Labuan. I need motivation, that's what I tell my friends. I need someone for me to look onto, someone to motivate me go ahead, someone for me to be jealous of.
And at such hours like this, I texted a friend who achieved 4.0 (full mark) in Form 6 last year to ask her placement in local university. She, the genius, got a place in USM for Medicine! Oh me gosh. USM is the apex university, prestigious. Oh gawd. Despite the intense competition she got into it! Feel so happy for her. And of course, admiration and jealousy. XD So here comes MOTIVATION.
At this moment of next year, it will be my turn to face this. I HAVE TO STRIVE FOR THE BEST! And be her junior. Haha. Okays, time to continue studying for the quizzes. Ciao :D
This coming week will be a hellish week. God-damn-it. Physics quiz, chemistry quiz, MUET speaking quiz, and students' representative thingy. I seriously lose the joy and strength to go on surviving in Labuan. I need motivation, that's what I tell my friends. I need someone for me to look onto, someone to motivate me go ahead, someone for me to be jealous of.
And at such hours like this, I texted a friend who achieved 4.0 (full mark) in Form 6 last year to ask her placement in local university. She, the genius, got a place in USM for Medicine! Oh me gosh. USM is the apex university, prestigious. Oh gawd. Despite the intense competition she got into it! Feel so happy for her. And of course, admiration and jealousy. XD So here comes MOTIVATION.
At this moment of next year, it will be my turn to face this. I HAVE TO STRIVE FOR THE BEST! And be her junior. Haha. Okays, time to continue studying for the quizzes. Ciao :D
Tuesday 2 July 2013
College #3
Plagiarism KILLS.
For the first time in my life, I fail my lab report with a beautiful 0%. WHAT THE F**K. I was the victim. As a kid who does his work super fast and super good, automatically my answers are always the "model answers" for the other humans. What happened is that I lent my lab report to a friend, for her as an example konon, trying to be a bit more helpful, instead she copied 90% of my work. WTF. Our lecturer had been emphasizing that plagiarism is NOT allowed, but the friend seemed not to care. Yeah, you know I know.
*slaps myself for being so kind*
Luckily our lecturer said this is a continuous assessment, so I really have to improve (konon) in my forthcoming lab reports so that the ZERO won't affect my marks in the final exam. *trying to be more optimistic* Sokay, no more answer provider next time, Eric. You guys are now alone!
On the other hand of this stupid thing that happened to me, something good (or bad?) did also happen. I was elected to be an exco in student's council which guarantees a full 10% in co-curriculum. I got 575 votes, ranking no.4 in 29 candidates. But what comes after this will be HELL. A whole lot of work to do. Sigh what to do. For this, I'll accept it open-minded, and do what I can.
Erm and I think ... I have some good feelings towards a girl in my class. Not love kay, just a good impression. She's helpful, she's kind, she's polite, she's funny, she's active, she's bright, she's sporty. And i feel happy and comfortable with her.
Her last message to me by 9.04pm:
Ya i know it's hard for you, but I hope you can get through this and learn to let go. There is nothing Eric can't defeat right? ;) I don't think you should stop being helpful because of this. Try praying to God :) Maybe you will feel better
Hmm, some food for thought..
For the first time in my life, I fail my lab report with a beautiful 0%. WHAT THE F**K. I was the victim. As a kid who does his work super fast and super good, automatically my answers are always the "model answers" for the other humans. What happened is that I lent my lab report to a friend, for her as an example konon, trying to be a bit more helpful, instead she copied 90% of my work. WTF. Our lecturer had been emphasizing that plagiarism is NOT allowed, but the friend seemed not to care. Yeah, you know I know.
*slaps myself for being so kind*
Luckily our lecturer said this is a continuous assessment, so I really have to improve (konon) in my forthcoming lab reports so that the ZERO won't affect my marks in the final exam. *trying to be more optimistic* Sokay, no more answer provider next time, Eric. You guys are now alone!
On the other hand of this stupid thing that happened to me, something good (or bad?) did also happen. I was elected to be an exco in student's council which guarantees a full 10% in co-curriculum. I got 575 votes, ranking no.4 in 29 candidates. But what comes after this will be HELL. A whole lot of work to do. Sigh what to do. For this, I'll accept it open-minded, and do what I can.
Erm and I think ... I have some good feelings towards a girl in my class. Not love kay, just a good impression. She's helpful, she's kind, she's polite, she's funny, she's active, she's bright, she's sporty. And i feel happy and comfortable with her.
Her last message to me by 9.04pm:
Ya i know it's hard for you, but I hope you can get through this and learn to let go. There is nothing Eric can't defeat right? ;) I don't think you should stop being helpful because of this. Try praying to God :) Maybe you will feel better
Hmm, some food for thought..
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