Battle

A battle between my left brain and my right brain;
A battle between dreams and dreams;
A battle between fantasies and realities;
All I could do,
Is to struggle to keep my mind in control,
Is to wait for the battle to end by its own,
Is to let time solve the battles.

Dare to dream, you'll succeed,
How true is this?
Dream high, far-fetched,
How real is this?

Afraid of dreaming,
A coward I am?
When dreams are 1000 feet high in the clouds,
With a bottomless grave underneath,
Are you daring enough to pursue the 1000 feet
     ignoring the grave, out of sight,
And end up falling helplessly, might?

As for now,
Do I just notice the layers of oxygen above,
And forget there's a veil covering tanks of carbon monoxide underneath;
Or am I imagining the layers of carbon monoxide above,
And forget there's still tonnes of oxygen behind the veil?